Sunday, January 31, 2010

List of 101 Things to Do Before I Die

1.          Road Trip  
2.        Travel to France, Japan, Spain, and England 
3.         Go swimming with the president 
4.        Get matching tattoos with bff’s 
5.        Meet every famous people from Philly 
6.        Make a documentary  
7.       Feed the homeless  
8.        Write a book 
9.        Own my own magazine 
10.       Learn to play the guitar 
11.         Perform on Def Poetry Jam 
12.        Go to a Broadway show 
13.        Donate to a charity 
14.        Save a life 
15.       Donate Blood
16.      
Gamble in Vegas 
17.       Give a stranger money 
18.       Go to a concert in all neon clothes 
19.        Get backstage passes to a concert 
20.      Have lunch with a A-list famous person 
21.        Dive into a huge crowd 
22.      Build a house in a third-world country  
23.       Get a pen-pal in prison 
24.      Go scuba-diving 
25.      Be on national television for more that 5 minutes 
26.      Take an orphan on toy shopping 
27.     Run a marathon 
28.      Dig a hole 
29.      Sleep on a beach 
30.      Go skinny dipping 
31.        Watch a drive through movie 
32.       Serve a meal on roller skate 
33.       Learn to roller skate backwards 
34.       Get Married and walk down the aisle to Superhuman 
35.      Adopt foreign kids 
36.      Walk from one city to another 
37.      Ride a faress wheel with a stranger  
38.      Be disguised as a different race for a day 
39.       Make something explode 
40.      Frolic in a field 
41.        Host a party 
42.      Start a trend 
43.       Start a slow clap in a very public dramatic moment 
44.      Go to college in New York 
45.      Have race on crutches  
46.      Have a conversation in an active men’s restroom 
47.     Ride a random bus until the last stop 
48.      Use the bathroom in a stranger’s house 
49.      Crash a party 
50.     Sing a love song in a different language 
51.       Be a VIP at a club 
52.      Take photos with a green screen 
53.      Hang from a bungee cord 
54.      Wrestle in a sumo-wrestler suit 
55.      Jump into a pool fully clothed 
56.      Learn to tread 
57.     Touch/swim with a whale and/or dolphin 
58.      Watch a llama (or an animal of some sort) give birth 
59.      Clean an animal from being saved from sewage crap 
60.     Walk a blind person/ old person across the street 
61.       Make a stranger feel completely (but safely) uncomfortable  
62.      Go to an old skool concert all blinged out  
63.      Buy 1000 pairs of clothes/shoes  
64.      Donate old clothes 
65.      Go on a thrift store shopping spree 
66.      Learn to whistle  
67.     Get nose pierced  
68.      Walk away in the middle of a deep conversation (and don’t return…well maybe) 
69.      Watch the ball drop on New Years 
70.     Pick a fight with a stranger then act like it never happened 
71.       Learn a movie word-for-word 
72.     Make an obnoxious scene about my race 
73.      Accuse a cop of a crime 
74.     Hold a conversation with song 
75.     Go to an art gallery 
76.     Go to a famous designer fashion show 
77.    Read to little children 
78.     Fill up an 120G iPod  
79.     Stay awake on a long drive 
80.     Read a chapter book in a day 
81.       Learn a foreign language (Spanish) fluently  
82.      Raise money for a charity 
83.      Buy a house for parents 
84.      Cry dramatically in front of tons of people  
85.      Learn to hot wired a car 
86.      Host a fashion show 
87.     Open a recreation center 
88.      Open a gallery for my photography  
89.      Lose weight (be 125-130 Ibs) 
90.      Color all of a coloring book 
91.        Go to 20 concerts in a year 
92.      Perform in the underground 
93.       Learn to do graffiti 
94.      Do a graffiti Muriel 
95.      Perfect drawing skills 
96.      Paint plates (Japanese plates) 
97.     Do pottery 
98.      Ride a horse with horse gear 
99.      Be photographed with the guys that can’t move and stand in front of hotels 
100.    Jump a gate while being chased 
101.      Fall in love


Monday, January 25, 2010

Quizzes!

I took a few quizzes lately and I was going to wait until I finished my "101 things to do before I die" list but yea that's taking too long haha.enjoy.
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

10 things you want:
  1. Loose Weight
  2. Live in New York
  3. Straighten my hair
  4. Get my permit/license
  5. Porsche 
  6. Own a Magazine
  7. Be Independent
  8. Get tattoos
  9. Learn to hot wire a car
  10. Start a dramatic slow clap
9 musicians/bands you love:
  1. The Script
  2. The Fray
  3. Kings of Leon
  4. Micheal Jackson
  5. Kanye
  6. Wayne
  7. Usher
  8. Musiq Souldchild!!!!
  9. Demi Lovato
8 things you do everyday:
  1. Daydream
  2. Polyvore
  3. Tumblr
  4. Sleep
  5. Eat
  6. Text
  7. Listen 2 music
7 things you enjoy:
  1. Gossip Girl
  2. Tranquillos con mi amigos
  3. Rock Band
  4. Singing in the shower
  5. Texting/Chatting
  6. Writing
6 things that will always win your heart:
  1. Humor
  2. Care
  3. Being Spontaneous
  4. Presents
  5. Love Notes
  6. Originality
5 favorites:
Movie: Moulin Rouge
Song:Believe in Me by Demi Lovato
Book: Twilight Saga
Food: Fruit/Yogurt
Season: Summer
4 smells or scents you enjoy:
  1. Vanilla
  2. Soap
  3. Home cooking
  4. Sweet Pea
3 places you want to go:
  1. New York
  2. Tokyo
  3. Paris
2 Favorite Holidays
  1. Christmas
  2. Thanksgiving
1 person you’d marry on the spot:
...no real person but Hugh Jackman, Johnny Depp, Pharrell(even tho he look a lil rough right now haha) and of course and always Luda (i kno its not one person but i couldn't choose)

What kind of person are you
1. smoked. [X]im a teenager wat can i say
2. consumed alcohol. [X] ... :P
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. []
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x] sister wen i was little
5. kissed someone of the same sex. [X]my mama :P
6. had someone in your room other than family. [X]
7. watched porn. [X] not intentionally of course haha
8. bought porn. []
9. tried drugs. [X]does crack count?? lol jk
TOTAL = 6

1. taken painkillers. [X]
2. taken someone else's prescription []
3. lied to your parents. [X]
4. lied to a friend. [X]
5. snuck out of the house. []
6. done something illegal. [X]
7. felt hurt. [X]
8. hurt someone. [X] so many times...
9. wished someone to die. [X]
10. seen someone die. []well on tv...guess that doesnt count tho haha
TOTAL = 7

1. missed curfew. []
2. stayed out all night. [X]
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. []
4. been to a therapist. []so need one tho lol
5. been to rehab []
6. dyed your hair. [] want to
7. received a ticket. [X] amusement parks r so much fun
8. been in an accident. [X]bikes r dangerous
9. been to a club. [X] poetry club lol
10. been to a bar [] who needs a bar 2 get alchi?
TOTAL = 4

1. been to a wild party. []
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.[]
3. drank more than three alcoholic drinks in a night []
4. had a spring break in Florida.[X]
5. sniffed anything [X] Food and sour patch sugar haha
6. wore black nail polish []navy blu not black...2 dark
7. wore arm bands. [x]
8. wore t-shirts with band names. [x]
9. listened to rap.[X] wayne babiii
10. owned a 50 Cent CD. []ugh hate him
TOTAL = 5

1. dressed gothic. []
2. dressed girly. [x]
3. dressed punk. []
4. dressed grunge. []isnt that the same as gothic??
5. stole something. [X] guilty by association
6. been too drunk to remember anything. []
7. blacked out. []
8. fainted. []
9. had a crush on a neighbor.[X]not a next door neighbor but a school neighbor
TOTAL = 3

1. had a crush on a friend. [x]
2. been to a concert. [x]
3. dry-humped someone. [X] been dry humped rather, i was quite innocent...lol
4. been called a s.lut. [X] by friends as i joke...i think haha
5. called someone a sl.ut. [x]
6. installed speakers in your car.[]
7. broken a mirror. []
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house [x] My cousin's
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. [] ew
TOTAL = 6

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.[X]and husband haha
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater. [X]
3. cruised the mall. [X]
4. skipped school. [X]signed in...then left
5. had surgery. [X]wen i was a baby
6. had an injury. [x] duh
7. gone to court. []i pleed the fifth haha
8. left a restaurant without paying []thought about it but naww
9. caught something on fire. [x]technically my brothers but i was there
10. lied about your age [x] wen i first got myspace
TOTAL = 8

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.[ ]
2. broke the law in the police's presence. [x]probably
3. madeout with someone who had a gf/bf []thats a no no
4. got in trouble with the police.[]
5. talked to a stranger. [X]
6. hugged a stranger. [X]
7. kissed a stranger. []
8. rode in the car with a stranger. [X]they were giving me directions and decided to drive me...im still alive :)
9. been harassed. [x]who hasn't been
10.been verbally harassed. [X]what comes are goes around haha
TOTAL = 6

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online. []
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight. [x]
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. []naw aint nobody that intersting...not tru haha
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x] wen i was younger, tv was life
5. been to a fair. [x]
6. been called a bad influence. [x]oh so many time, even told it 2 myself haha
7. drank and driven. []
8. prank-called someone. []thats so elementary
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [x] fam
10. cheated on a test. [x] Who hasn't?
TOTAL = 6

grand total= 51
I'm a horrible person! like i already didn't know haha

If you have less than 10, write "I'm a goody-goody"
If you have more than 10, write "I'm still a goody goody"
If you have more than 20, write "I'm average"
If you have more than 30, write "I'm a bad kid"
If you have more than 40, write "I'm a very bad influence"
If you have more than 50, write "I'm a horrible person"
If you have more than 60, write "I should be in jail"
If you have more than 70, write "I should be dead
haha enjoy



Monday, January 18, 2010

2010 - Dear Diary

I haven't been feeling well for the past week or so that's why i haven't posted in a while but I haven't been doing much really, just trying to survive, lol. But I've been on a whole rollercoaster of feelings because I have so many goals for 2010, but like its almost a month in and I haven't even began to complete any of them. I mean I think I lost a few pounds but that just puts me back to where I started because I gained holiday weight, but now that I've lost that I'm back to square one. And it's not just that I'm just fed up with school and not having money to get the things that will make my life worth wild. I need a digital camera so bad and I want to take pictures like crazy but the moneys not there for me to get one, :(. And idk I think it's just a phase but like I feel like when around my friends it's just a game and on the inside I'm slowly just disappearing and I don't really know who I am or what I want. And when other people have problems I have all the answers but it's so true that it's easier said then done. Like I know what I need to do but I'm just to lazy to do it or just to distracted to get to it. I need to work on so much stuff and I just can't focus because I so focused on what I've "failed" at. But honestly I just need to pray, that's probably why I've been going on such a rollercoaster, but sometimes I feel like God doesn't want to hear from me because I've got my proprieties all out of place. And then on top of that I just want the world to stop for a day so I can get my mind right, and people are expecting so much from me, I have to have 3 poem within the next month, and perform 4 times within the next month as well. And I still have a billion and one things to do for school, which I'm also sucking at because I have D's and C's and it's just not me. I honestly just want to give up. And what depresses me more is that I post this stuff and pretend that people are actually reading it and actually care which just makes things even sadder on my part. But idk it is what it is, I'll figure it out. Hopefully I can post something everyday like I've been meaning to... :)

P.S: Here's some photos I just love!!!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

POLYVORE! Latest 6 sets I've made ^_^



 
This one is dedicated to my Blue poem. And I love this dress and i was going to put black shoes with it but I figured it's so plain and duuuullll so, spice it up don't be afraid of mixing and matching colors!





"Love me because if you don't love me who else will?" This is dedicated to those who feel as though they need someone special in their lives to be somebody, which is wrong other people love you, you just have to love yourself enough to know you are independently fabulous ;)




I LOVE DEMI LOVATO! My favorite songs are trainwreck, believe in me (very inspirational song), don't forget, quiet, and lalaland!! This set is obviously dedicated to her
This set was made just to see if i can do a simple set because i always do these crazy sets with zillions of item so i just wanted to cut it down and know that it's ok to be simple, you can still be original, Unque and spunky with just jeans, a shirt, and sneaks with no jewlery and maybe  even no make up! haha enjoy ;)


This was originally just a photo [the one of the girl on the railroad --> btw love that pic, it speaks to me :)] and i was just going to add textures to it but i found the journal and thought they would mix well so yea just added some stuff to it and played with the background a bit haha! love getting creative...fashion is awesome!


"Love comes in many forms...which one are you" This is saying many things give me joys and for that I love them but there is a difference between material things that I love and people that I love and it comes down to, are you there to give me things so i can love you, are you there to just front and fool me into loving a fake you, or are you here to really let me love you for who you are, no disguises no games just you. ;) hope you like it